From Paul's First Epistle to the Corinthians, Chapter 13, Verses 9-12


     "For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.  But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.  When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.  For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known."

    I like to think of myself as a moral guy, a guy that does the right thing.  Sure I've made mistakes, but I live by a code, and I take this code seriously.  I can honestly say that I've achieve everything I wanted to accomplish in my time training.  At the same time, however, the sacrifices I made along the way have outweighed the benefits.  I became the man I always wanted to be.  But when I became that man, I realized that that is no longer who I wanted to be.