I don't feel much anymore. Not really. Just tired. Like i’m on a boat and my arms are weighed down from rowing. I just float through the sea. I lost sight of shore some time ago. I don't know if I’ll ever see it again. If I’ll ever walk on the sand, telling my feet where to go. Don't know if I’ll ever be able to touch the ground again. Maybe the sun could come out. Just this once. It’s been cloudy since I set sail. I’ve got no crew. Just me. But I see other boats. I hear their sails wailing and I see their captains without a compass. There are so many of us out at sea. Just drifting.